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ayu16 @ 2009-09-07T01:17:00

2009-09-06T17:36:49Z

hahahaha..long time never update..
okay let me update tdy..

hmm....
what should i talk about?..
about boyfriend?friends?school?work?or other things?..

well,about him i have nothg to say,we two are okay...
Friends...okay2..
school,keep coming late,because getting more boring..
work,maybe quiting one of the job..

my life is geting boring everyday..
Hari Raya is coming near,and i have get ready to make my cookies,my clothes..
this year,time really goes very fast..
Hmmm.....

and i kinda like this photo..
Sweet Seventeens..
hehehehe..

the 13th term of YEC,bt without Faiq,Pristine,huijing,hui li,alex,toh wee,huisin...

ayu16 @ 2009-06-29T12:45:00

2009-06-29T04:48:10Z

I'm attached....

On the 25/06/09..

With SOMEONE i waited for ONE year...
At last,we two are together..

7 years in time

2009-03-20T08:16:53Z

From now until 7 years onwards,we are apart from each other,NEVER talk,msg,seeing each other,avoid each other.
This is what you want.You want me to avoid you.Since you cannot forget your past,and commit it.

During the 7 years in time,
Should i forget him?.
What will happen in 7 years in time?.
He will be 29 years old that time..
Does he has a girlfriend,married or still single in that time?..
I will be 24 years old that time.
Does i has a boyfriend,married or still single?...
What if i have no feelings to him anymore?..
Does my heart still want him later 7 years in time?..

This make my heart pain......

my feelings

2009-03-19T17:45:44Z

Around six month,we know each other,we go out together,we hang out together,we share feeling together,we work at the same place,our birthday is on the same month,you always fetch me from work if i work night shift,slowly we have feeling towards each other.We wanted this to be a secret,but one day,my brother know that you fetch me from work.On that day,i cried.Keep calling you,but u never answers,msg never reply,i felt hurt on that time.From that time onwards,my heart was very pain.Keep thinking of you.Wondering,if u want to come back to me,mgs me,call me,ask me whether i'm fine or not.But there's no news from you.Around one month we,NEVER talk,msg,hang out,go out,seeing each other.And we promise somethings,When you were 29 years old and i 24 years old,if you have no girlfriend,and i have no boyfriend,you will married me.And that will be 7 years later.Around that time i thought that you will forget that.But i was wrong.
On Valentine Day,we go out,i can't believe that you said that you miss me.For the first time you said to me like that.At that moment,i felt so happy,that you still remember me.After that day,we keep msg,and you send me to school and hang out.At that time,i felt that we are not like last time,we use to be.
I cut my hand,because my heart was in pain.Before this happen,i'm not that stubborn,i never be rude to people,never late for work,do something that hurt me most.Since this happen,my attitude has change,i become more stubborn,hurt myself,talk back to people.

kinda miss HIM..

2009-02-19T04:48:01Z

I really2 MISS him..

ayu16 @ 2009-02-19T12:45:00

2009-02-19T04:45:23Z

Hi there...
i cant update my livejournal coz something wrong with my internet at home...
Haiz...

Shopping

2009-01-10T15:16:01Z

Today,after work,thought of going out with someone else to go shopping,in the end i go with jialing.Meet her at bugis.Then we go for dinner,then go bugis streets,to buy my shoe,bag and watch.Because i have no shoe to wear for school.For all this while i have been using my work shoe.From black to white.hehehe..
Then i bought this shoe for $15.90,actually the price is $19.90,got 20% off ...

Then,we go look for bag.We went in to this shop,name "Square"..Thought of buying slim bag,then jialing saw Camera bag,hahahaand it cost around $37 or $38,then got 10% off,then i lower down the price,get $35 only can la..

Then we bought a watch,she buy a watch for her nursing,and the watch cost $5,same goes to my watch.
Total i spent for this all is $55.90.hehehe..
Good because i control my budget..hehehe...

NEW YEAR 2009

2008-12-31T18:44:27Z

HaHaHa....New Year has come..

WISHING U ALL HAPPY NEW YEAR...

Me and younger brother.

Me and aisha

Me,aisha,yan and wan

Me and aisha

We were at Paris Ris having bbq.
And i with my new spectacles,because my old spectacles has thrown away by my sister..
Then me,yan,sue and jialing decided to go to marina square to watch firework,and this is my first time watch firework with jialing..When we reach city hall we go separate way.Me and jialing went to marina square to watch fierwork..and i like the last part of the firework.

That All...

Hapi New Year..

What I want to ACHIEVE in 2009....

2008-12-27T16:39:57Z

I want to

study hard,
work hard,
dont trust people so fast ( because i will be in ITE),
chose friend property,
SAVE MONEY for,
FEES,
POCKET MONEY.
and in year 2010( FEBRUARY)hehehe..

Cant wait to take MOTOR licence ( in 2010 Febuary)..
hehehe..
and i will be 18 years old..

MY DREAM MOTOR..
HEHEHE..

it will be in RED and BLACK..

YEAH..

ITE Course

2008-12-25T18:39:31Z

Medical Manufacturing Technology, (CW-AM) Ang Mo Kio...
Thinking should accept or what?...

Happy

2008-12-20T16:56:26Z

Hehehe..I'm so happy that he replied my msg.Haha..That mean he still remember me as his friends..hehehe..

well,i submit already my course for next year in ITE..

1	F2AFS	Nitec Applied Food Science	CE-SM : College East
2	F2ICT	Nitec Info-Communications Tech	CE-SM : College East
3	F2MDT	Nitec Med Mac Tech	CW-AM : College West (Ang Mo Kio)
4	F2CPT	Nitec Chemical Process Tech	CE-SM : College East
5	F2DAV	Nitec Digital Audio & Video Pr	CE-SM : College East
6	F2MMT	Nitec Multimedia Technology	CE-SM : College East
7	F2PRD	Nitec Product Design	CC-BS : College Central (Bishan)
8	F2COM	Nitec Comms Technology	CC-YS : College Central (Yishun)
9	F2SDA	Nitec Space Design (A)	CC-TP : College Central (Tampines)
10	F2SDI	Nitec Space Design (I & E)	CC-TP : College Central (Tampines)

These are the courses that i have chosen for next year...
Hope i'm in ITE Simie...

Hope the Best For this firday....

SAD

2008-12-18T17:41:39Z

Result is out...

I cant believe it..
OMG,i got U for my English.
This make me shocked man..
I usally did bad for my Science and Math always get U..
For this i get U for English and for Math and Science i got D,okay la..
And i must retake my English..

Why i failed my English??

ayu16 @ 2008-12-15T21:46:00

2008-12-15T13:59:27Z

RESULT COMING THIS THURSDAY AT 2 PM...
Can't wait to get my result....

Very nervous..

And now im thinking which ITE to go..

Dinner

2008-12-08T15:05:21Z

On 7 Dec ,i had a event,which is the End Year Dinner and The Launch Of the YEC Website.Before the day,i sleep late at 6 am,because went fishing with my parent and brother,after work on 6 Dec.We go fishing at Changi.
At 1 plus.jialing called me,she said that some of the Yec members have at CC,then i was shocked..
I thought they said come at 5 plus,then i have nothing to do,then i come early.When i reach CC,Ming Choo,Yoong Kheong,Hock Rong,Chee lee and Wei Kiat.They were busy doing Speech.Then stay at CC until 6,then faster go home,change and go out again.
At 7 all people start to come in the hall already.After the guests take their seat,then we take our seat and have our dinner,and watch the great performance from imran,from suria.His magic show was great.
And the Belly dance(hehehe).Mayor came late,around 9 going to 10.We finish our dinner at 11 plus..
we have a great dinner plus the events.After the event all looks very the tried.Some go home,some sit at Mac,to have drinks.Well,i enjoy my day on that day..

quite happy

2008-12-05T16:28:33Z

Today,work at 1pm to 7 pm.Hehehe..today,wanted to go work with idah,but Farhan send her to work,so i go work alone la.As usally.Go out at 12.hehehe,but not late.Reach work,manager on duty is,the Store Manager,okay la.Reach work count POS money,than go buzzing,then have to go Suntec Convertion,Starbuck,but the place is at "elife"very the diffcult to find the place.At first i though its at beside the road,end up wrong place,its at the Ducktours there,i was walk back to back,like tour the place,hehehe..then meet idah for lunch at 5 pm.We go to the food court and eat,then we two share,hehehe..then coutinue back work,then jialing and liza come and wait for to have their dinner.They wait for me about one hour like that la,as you all know,work at fastfood doesn't mean finish work at 7 then can go off,comfirm got last min work to do,like have to help people,like collect the trash,top up all the things.Then accompany jialing eat,then i and liza share popiah,after eat go 'Mac' to buy double chocolate frappe.After we buy already,then we make our way home.And my starbucks pay have to wait until the 7 Jan. Boring sey have to wait,and my KFC salary only 40 dollars pluls( coz only work like one or two days only for two weeks)And that salary for my transport money.Last time different now different..haiz...

Got To Go.
Tomorrow Work at KFC
Sunday got Dinner at CC
"YEC Year End Dinner and the Lanuch of the Website"
Very busy nowadays..
Haiz...

I cannot leave HIM

2008-12-02T16:23:05Z

As days goes by,i should forget him but i still thinking of him.It really hard for me to leave him,after falling in love with him.I try to forget him,but it still the same.
On monday,i was working,but he dont know that im working.When he reach at work,he saw me and keep quiet all the way.Hmm,i was so boring and wish that he talk to me,but still keep quiet.Haiz,than i start to talk to him .I say to him,WoW,new shoe ehk..then he reply me,"ya la,i rich what".But never look at me.
Why must you be like this?You say this once to me,that u dont want to be heart broken,i also dont want to be heart broken too.At least,say something,dont just keep quiet,and i say to you before,if got any problem,dont bring it at work,leave them behind.Please dont be like this.
It my fault,i should listen to you.
But please,dont be like this..
I want the old of you...

People do make MISTAKE,
and LEARN,so that they
wil NOT make it AGAIN..

working

2008-11-28T09:16:52Z

HAHAHAHA.....

i pass my BAR test at Starbucks..hehehehe
now have to remember hard the recipes,have to..
New week,start working at there..
Nowadays,very busy,haiz...

Now have to save money..
For my bedroom..

i want to buy

Bed(queen Size)
wardrobe
dressing table

Have to leave HIM

2008-11-28T09:10:26Z

Have to leave him....
Its hard for me to leave him,...

On the Wed,he fetch me home,bt it raining,i have to take transport,bt later they send people far-far,then i reach home late.So i ask him to fetch me.And on that day ,bad day for me..
My brother in law and sister know about me and him.He say to me before,we cannot be together.I was stupid and stubborn,i just dont want to listen what they say..
Then my brother in law was looking for me..
Before my brother in law look for me,my brother in law called him..
when i was walking home,my brother in law saw me,and say Who fetch you home,and i say that 'he'
fetch me home...My brother in law was shocked...
And say that HE IS NOT THE GUY YOU LOOKING FOR...
I cry on the spot.i couldnt take it anymore.what he(the guy i like) say is true..
I try to call him,msg him,never reply.it hard for me to forget him,
After jialing cool me down,and my mum,i realise that it too early for me to have a relationship.
HE got say to me before,if we break,we still continue to be friends..and now you are the one who never reply my msg,never pick up my call..

I want to start a new life...

Study and achieve what i want
Dont trust people too much
And dont like people so fast...

EVERYONE MAKE MISTAKE,AND LEARN ,
SO THAT WE DON NOT MAKE MISTAKE AGAIN...

Today

2008-11-24T17:04:31Z

Yesterday,i was so tired until cannot open my eyes,as you all know that i always sleep late,but yesterday really tired man...And i sleep at 0100...
Then just now wake up at 615 i think so cannot wake up sey,take bath and get ready for work at Starbuck.Then go out at from home 645 then go 7-11 buy magazine,i bought the wrong want,i thought TEENAGE,but is TEENS nevermind la,as long can read until i reach Marina Square.Then went i reach Marina Square at 745 okay la,not so early.Then see the manager,then sit at the tables in fornt of counter.i was so tired,until i was reading can fall asleep man...Wahlao...And got this girls call Nurul,she very small size man..She guide me though out the day.Just now i got my break at 115,go break with idah,talk to her,and today is bad day for her,because her phone line has cut,and she bring rice to eat just now,went she want to eat,the rice cannot eat anymore.Poor thing sey she today.Then after that go home with Nurul,we talk about life,work.Then reach home,change pants and take a short nap,before go out to buy things and meet him.I thought of going dinner with jialing,but i overslept.Then 730 go out,buy my skinny,and a black polo shrit.Then jialing call me,ask me to buy for her Bubble Tea,Blueberry.Before i go and buy,then i saw him,and walk together to CC and pass the drink to her,as she is alone in the office.She ask him to send her home,but we go Mac for a drink,and she go home with cab again.HAIZ.....
Then we chit chat for a while under the block and go home..And now i want to sleep,very the tired,luckily tomorrow start work at 3 and end at 1230,same goes to the day after..

Okay la.better go to sleep now..
byebye..

What happen to me

2008-11-23T15:01:15Z

Nowadays,i Cant sleep well.I dont know why,want to sleep but cannot.i'm keep sleep late nowadays,sometime i keep thinking of my furture,sometime about FOOD hehehe..sometime thinking 'Why my msg sometime people wont reply back'?
Am i so irritating until dont want to reply me back?
If YES,i so sorry.And i wont msg again,if it is not important.
If NO..WHY?
sometime i can understand la..Because of work,i also working what,but can reply me went going for lunch what...Very difficult to reply me back ehk?

WORKING

2008-11-23T12:46:21Z

Today,I have to come work at 8 am,and as usually,i always early.i reach Marina Square at around 730,went out from home at 645.
And it still early...
Went i reach there,the manager and one of the staff was doing opening,while they are doing opening,i was afraid to go in,then i wait until 8.Because the manager is so wild sey..All the F**** come out went she was angry,and most of the staff down there smoke including the manager and the girls.COOL right..hehehe...bt i dont smoke la...I work from 8 to 4 pm,i though syahidah is working,in the end she have to send to orchard,at isetan,wisma.sad no lunch with her,and i did not eat anything only drink "TOFFEE NUT FRAPPUCCINO"
The taste is rich,smooth and very the creamy.Very the delicious...hehehe...
And i hate the most,'coffee tasting'..have to taste the coffee..And it taste so BITTER...
After i have complete my wookbook,i have assign to do POS Register.That mean CHAISER.
I was afraid because later comfirm i say wrong things,as you all know my tongue is short...hehehe..and it difficult to say CARAMEL.Bt now i can say it..hehehe...Before going home,i need to do buzzing and wash the plate,cups.Now wat i have to is must remember all the recipes and how to call out the name.
Haiz..and now have to think back want to Promote to 2 star for KFC or not..hmm...alot of things to do...

And just now i was on the way to KFC,i saw him doing his motor,i though he going inside the KFC,but he went out to send order.Then went i was near jialing block i saw him,but he never saw me.. : (

[ Hope YOU wont LEAVE me,and keep the promise ]

Hi

2008-11-22T15:54:02Z

Just create a livejournal..
hehehe..